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September 08 Days of my lifeIt's almost over
that so called"vacation"
but c'mon
i really enjoyed it
i really had fun
i hated myself somedays when i spent it in the house alone
but that was very few
for the very first time i get a gr8 chance to hang out aloooot in egypt , cairo specifecly
i thought a summer in cairo would suck but that's not true at all it's joyful and exciting
i loved my life in this vacation i loved my friends and i got the chance to learn new things about life and people
got that chance to relax upon my rules
got the chance to release the passion and unleash the energy inside
got the chance to relief and have a long break to prepare for "better days" God willing
got the chance to read much and sleep with a book over my head that's not medical i was missing that
got the chance to forget about all the matters and problems and seize my moments living them to the fullest
"I just wanna scream and lose control, throw my hands up and let it go, forget about everything and run awaaaay, yeaaah"
in this vacation i had so much fun even being alone all by myself singing loudly and dancing at every place am alone in even if in public
got the chance to live, love, laugh and learn
it was such a wonderful time
i spent good times with my family specially my sister
learnd more about myself and loved myself even more
fixed some of the mess i caused and repaired some of the damages in me
i finally found peace
and i learned driving, almost which was an amazing experince btw i never thought i would dare to
Gracefuly this summer is ending by the start of Ramadan isA "Allahoma bale3'na ramadan"
there's absolutely nothing i regret about this vacation
i did plenty of mistakes though but i have learned much instead and i guess i am ready to pay for what it i did and ready to take all the blame
i broke free and found myself in everylittle thing i did
and right now i am full of hope and eagerness for the near future and the coming days
with gr8 faith that the best is yet to come in sha2 Allah
i have been a young nasty crazy gurl this vac., and i enjoyed it
It's about time i returned to the old wise sane girl cuz the fun is over now and let's get serious
i guess i deserved a little treat after the pressure and stress i have been under
before this thing even starts i was counting on it much much u have no idea
and i thank God it went so well and i hope everything is undercontrol yet
I got much to say really but i will be back
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