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7月25日 ;);) niceee Garbatahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
heya eh deee
malokoosh feeh
 bs el mohem eni garabtaha o 7'alas
3la fekra 7lo
 hab2a ageeb wa7da fl balacona
keep guessing 7月3日 Can I borrow yours??Borrow somebody Else's Life
I just heard the follwoing:
"your life is not realy a "life", i wouldn't be satisfied if i were in your shoes"
My Reply was: Why, What's wrong with my life, i am happy~~~Sort of.
And then the idea kept runing through my head over and over again
thinking about my life
thinking about what's wrong with it
Actually I am programmed to always look at the brightside of the subject, of people also
and then i thought i might need to look at it from a different angle
and i did
oh God
i am alone,
i have many ups and downs,
i am not settled down,
i feel lonely sometimes,
i miss mum alot
i wish if i was with my sister to talk to
i & i & i
CRAP!
Well
Let's look at it this way
For Example,
-Maha, you are not satisfied with your life
-True
-Means you wanna have a different life
- Yea, I'd rather have a different one than my miserable tragedy
- Ok,,,Maha,,, People are all around you,,, you know so much about them,,, you know about all their lives
Choose which life would you like to have instead of yours
- mmm
1-that gurl
she's very independent
she's all on her own
she usually knows her way and rarely gets lost
but...
she's Hurt
ok i don't wanna be lonely
2-how about that other girl
she's having so much fun in her life
she's seizing her moments and living her life to the fullest
but...
she's sinful
God No i don wana be sinful
3-Look at that gurl over there
she's so popular
everybody loves her for her high spirit and her sense of humor
she's confident and determinant
she's successful
but...
she doesn't have a family for her support
Oh no that's the least i want
4-Here she comes
Very Strong
knows exactly what she wants
very talanted and smart
Amazing how she comes over her troubles and moves on
she has a really strong charachter
but...
she also has 1 broken leg
5- Look at her
She's very Descent
Everybody respects her
everybody says Good things about her all the time
but....
in the lonely nights
she cries cuz she can't find someone to really care for her and appreciate her
Guess what
I don wanna borrow somebody Else's life
Cuz mine is just Fine
I already said that
at the begining
anyway I hope you believe me now that i am satisfied and Thanking God for all His blessings Night and Day
The point is: No one is 100% Content and don't Try cuz u'll never be Devil Exists and Angels Too When you really feel that u don want your life look around and you will recognize how mistaken you were Thank God for what you are and what you are not And Always ------------->Keep the Faith<--------------
Weird7aga 3ageeba
 ya kollohom mawgodeen around at the same time to the degree enni msh 2adra agam3 asln mn kotrohom
ya emma msh fe 7d 5als
5als
is it my fault?
 msh 3arfa
 walla el donia bs heya elli layelt
tb mahi tol 3omraha el donia betlayel
msh 3arfa bgd
bs yalla
Rabenna mawgood 7月1日 Ay KalamHey ppl
how have u been
i haven't been here since long
thanks to the exams
and now am free
el agaza da5la f 1 week
y3nee lessa ba5od nafasee
el 3'areeb b2a eih
enno ayam el exams
i had like 100 topics to talk about
but everytime i started here i felt guilty for spending alot of time on it
so i sort of postponed the blogs till i finish
actually postponed my whole life
and here i am now
million things in my mind
million things i wana do
but i end up everynight on the laptop reading and lsning 2 music
reading and lsning
and downloading more books
books that i already possess a print of and have read b4 already
yet....
No inspiration
A Close frnd of mine told me b4
"tol mana bazaker bygeeli e7a2 o bktb, b2eit azaker 3shan akteb not more"
tb a3mel eh?
azaker
ana msh 3yza azaker 3shan akteb
msh badawar 3la muse
writting for me is just a way to break free from thoughts and fights in my head night and day
As a matter of fact
there are several events am looking forward to
most of them are meetings with different people and social activities
have i told you about GreenXGreen Exhibition?
i've been there
and followed it by a concert for souad massi
i loved that lady
that was A Day To Remember actually
not because the events were special
actually it's more about the timing
and the company
i am looking forward for more
expecting much
i kno i shouldn't be
but am excited
and i need to settle down a little
i need to prioritize my activities in a better figure
cuz am spending most of the time on the laptop
if not all
but what can i do
it's FULL
things here are so many
but u kno wut started to take a serious way
i said i'll stop coffee in the vacation
i did
true that i had like 2 or 3
but 2 or 3 in a week is victory for me
how is life without coffe
boooooring and sleepy:S:S:S:S
wut am i gonna do then
i'll get back to my usual messy life
el agaza mtb2ash agaza if it's organized
with schedule o bta3
eza kont ayam el studying 3omri ma msheet b time table
hamshi beeh now
Screw IT!
i'll have coffee as i want,
and i'll keep reading and singing loudly the whole day
who cares!
who cares to read this blog asln
i'll do wut i wana do
and regret a little by the end of this vacation for wasting this time
am used to it so don't worry about me
and don't advice me
Let me Try, Fall, Lose and learn
thank you
bbye
PS: Don't Advice, but suggest... |
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