Everynow and then i reach that stage which i call: absolutely nowhere

and am looking forward for the time when i never go back there

 

but it just seems so far away

cuz  i keep losing grid everytime i stand up

 

Runing in circles with no clear targets

am not talking here about finishing my education bla bla bla cuz this is not a target anymore its pretty much like FATE: sth u cannot change

 

what am seeking for r real goals i work hard to acheive and feel the joy of victory when acheived

need motivation , enthusiasm and even some dark times

at least i know where am going

 

i've tried, but goals doesn't seem to walk side by side with what i am in right now (i.e what iam doing right now is pure fate with zero control)

so,,,,,

where does it end

it's a circle, a complicated circle

how can a circle be complicated?

it's simple: i can't seem to find the center of it, can't even find a radian

 

Just life goes on!