All By Myself  - celine dion

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

the thing is:

I am still young

and I'm wondering

Are these days she's talking about coming i the way?????

I don't wanna be

by myself

 

For the first time in my life,, There’s no bright side!!!!

I just can’t help being so lost

And I am totally transformed

 

I am back to earth

I’ve involuntarily left my fantasy dream world

To come back to earth and live like all others

Being realistic and logical

 

I cry n cry

For sorrows in my heart

No one can hear

No one can see me

All alone

And I wish if there was some1 watching

So he could come and hug me tightly

And promise me a better life

 

Or some1 listening

So he can come and ask me

And I just open up

Everything

Totally everything

I am hiding my pains from reasonably every1

I do have my reasons and excuses

 

And I can’t help it

I am torn up I am broken down I am shattered into small pieces

And nobody knows

Absolutely nobody!

 

I seem strong as hard solid

Unbreakable

 

But I am only unbreakable, cuz there’s nothing really left to break!

So is life with me

 

I am so tired of hiding it

I am not asking for a change

I am only asking for a chance to talk and get all this out of me

 

I donnu what I am doing

Or  I donnu where I am going

But I know that

 

I am being so harsh on me

Trying to be some1 else

Trying to be every1 around

 

I compare myself to every1 I like

Observe what’s really good in them,, and wonder if I am as good

Thus, I am attempting so hard to change

And become Everyone, Separately

So Everybody else loves me

 

I am losing myself

I am losing myself

I am losing myself, thinking that I am making “me” a better person

But the only thing I am doing is shattering myself

I am breaking every single sweet thing me

And soon,

I’ll be left with nothing

 

 I need immediate therapy

Better yet, I need my mom

Cuz I can’t handle it on my own

And I can’t see a bright side in being all on my own with absolutely no1 for me

I took the chance to find that one

But then at once I stopped

It felt wrong

No

No it didn’t feel wrong

But people who don’t know everything about me made it look wrong

And so I quit

what's the point in it , where's the benefit, when i am gaining all but i am losing it