Is it good to be mature?

mmm

to be a teenager but think and act like grown ups?

it might be right and healthy

but noo it's not fun at all

I don't know

I guess i don wanna be mature with wise mind and grown up thoughts

i just wanna be what any gurl in my age is supposed to be

i don't wanna grow up old

i stilll wana do all the fool teenagers do and all the experinces they go through

i wanna love and fail in that love and shed my tears

dare to speak my mind loudly

dare to listen to any kind of music and say all kinds of silly or funny jokes

just like any 18 immature teenage gurl

i know that will cuz me lots of troubles but so what!

i've lived it

i am gonna grow up anyway

why do  i wanna make it too soon for myself while i still have couple of years to MESS as much as i want

and ppl won't take me too seriously cuz am still a teenager

do you know what i might come to regret right now

all the years i spent thinking " oh no grown ups won't do so, i won't neither"

i should have done that bcuz any young foolish teenager would

i still have time to MESS UP and do mistakes

I will

i am sorry mom and dad for confiding me thinking that i am old enough to live on my own

but the truth is, i am growing younger, not older!

 Thrills- Teenager

 

the aeroplane was about to take off, seconds pass like years in my head.

He leaned a little and whispered in my ear: "few hours later and we'll be in a total different country with a whole new life infront of you".

As if i needed his words!

i closed my eyes and started to think deeply of what i am leaving behind

i am leaving the whole me

leaving your sight, leaving your scent

leaving your voice, leaving your place

leaving anything or anywhere i ever belonged to

to go for a complete different infamiliar place

just to get over you

It's just too stupid of me

thinking that i could forget you by torturing myself in your absence

The plane is moving

and i give it a second thought

do i really want to forget you

do i really wish to spend the rest of my life trying to get over you

while being in ur arms is the only thing that makes me feel alive!!!

 WHY DID WE DO THAT TO OURSELVES?

WHY DID YOU LET THAT HAPPEN?

I  am not blaming you

I am just wondering

and it doesn't have to be somebody's fault

it's just fate

but i want you to know